r u furious with me? I sort of thought yesterday was sunday, but I also just kind of let the hours creep by until it was too late to actually write and send My Sexy Little Email. honestly doing this is one of the only things that brings me true, pure joy right now, but sometimes it is still hard to do. nothing is ever just one thing. ok smack me in the face with my nobel prize. one of my healers told me I should “raise my pussy to the sun and the moon” more often, so I kind of spent the morning doing that….I am laughing out loud at this point in my life. I want everyone to know I am sane in my own special little way ;)
the election is venomously soon and oh my god how crazy is that? I can’t focus on reality and all my clothes are too small, but I did manage to write a lil election diary for Nylon that I’d love for you to read !
as my essay suggests, I’m 99% sure everyone reading this electronic newsletter on substack has already or is planning to vote for Joe Biden, so let’s just all push our hearts into space and pray things go our way !!! I’m really into prayer lately…also god…not the kind that says u can’t have sex before marriage (LOL) different flavor god. stay tuned for more info on that front.
Today I actually feel kind of lovely somehow and can’t believe it’s October 27 already…where do they come up with this stuff??? This weekend I roasted a whole chicken, which is one of the most romantic things you can do. Tonight the plan is to stay up late looking at apartments on street easy thinking about what kind of woman I could be if I looked out of different windows.
If y’all don’t have plans tonight, check out this gorgeous short filme my hilarious friend Jeffery Self made called SILLY GIRL !!! it was an honor to play the titular role of SILLY GIRL and the whole cast is simply to die for.
ok here are some poems now. I RLY LUV U
Tuesday Poem #1
should I get an emerald engagement ring
or a grip on reality
my dad likes to send me articles
on how it’s possible to drink
actually too much water
and how do you get a dog?
if I moved by the park I could
go to the park
if I wanted to feel better
I could stop saying so
all the timeTuesday Poem #2
oh I feel so absolutely boring today
it’s gray and raining and
I don’t flush the toilet at night
because the sound scares me
I can’t wait to call off my wedding
what a circus and all of it for meTuesday Poem #3
my knee hurts which is probably
the worst thing that’s ever happened
to anyone. I’m on the floor
doing online yoga near a candle
wondering what the deal is ultimately
with brown rice. I’ve been half-listening
to an audio book that says it’s definitely
good to be alive but sometimes its like
who invented this shit
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